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Musings

Getting Older

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It’s official. I’m old.

In my little head, I’m still an 8-year old kid wishing to be all grown up.

In my head, I’m 18 years old and starting college.

In my head, I’m a twenty-something living in my first apartment.

In my head, I just got married. In my head, I’m still very young and that getting older stuff is for people who are old. Not for me.

I had a rude awakening today. Guess What? I’m part of that getting older group.

First, a student told me that I looked really good for being an old lady. (Thank you, dear child.) Next, I got an e-mail message that my 20 year high school reunion is next year. Wait! How did 20 years go by so fast? I remember my mother going to her 20-year-old high school reunion. I just graduated from high school. Oh. That was 19 years ago. I guess I can go to my 20 year high school reunion next year. Finally, I looked in the mirror and saw a white hair.

It must be true. We all get older.  To celebrate, I decided to post the picture my brother made for me. This is what I look like when I’m 96. The picture made me laugh. I look great for 96!

Old Old Girl

Cheers to getting older

And cheers to still being young.

Young Me

Forever. At least, in my head.

 

 

 

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My Back to School Photo

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Social media is full of back to school pictures. I love seeing all the cute little kids with their new clothes and bright backpacks. There’s something exciting about starting a new school year. It’s a chance to start over, change, grow and become your best self.  I get so excited getting my class ready and meeting my students.

In honor of going back to school, here is my back to school photo. I’m relaxing after a wonderful (but very busy) first day of school.

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Last Place Ribbon

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When I was in 3rd grade, my teacher told us a story about a man who came in last place in a race.  The entire crowd stayed and cheered for him. He won even though he lost. I have sad news for everyone. In real life, the race organizers start cleaning up the track behind you when you are the last one. I know that because I was literally the last person to finish a 4th of July 5K race this month. I could see the workers in their clean up van taking down cones behind me. They offered me a ride back to the finish line several times.  I told them no several times.

I  took a wrong turn at one point, because those overzealous race organizers took down the directional signs  before they realized I was still on the course. It’s really easy to get lost when you are far away from home and running in a city you’ve never been to before.  I had to ask a friendly neighbor how to get back to the course. Lucky, he knew the way and I  managed to make it to the end before they took down the big “FINISH” sign.

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I may not have come in first place,but I’m happy to say that I finished the race. My sweet Mom and kind sister were there waiting for me and they cheered when I came in. Everybody else had gone home.  The clean up van followed soon after me.

It makes a great story and some day when I come in 2nd to the last place I will stay and cheer for the person who comes in last.

 

 

 

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Fun Times

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When I was younger, I really wanted a sister. Every time my Mom went to the hospital, she brought me home a little brother.  I loved my brothers and we had many adventures together.  I kept hoping for a sister. My wish came true when I was 11. Jenny was born.

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I did my best to spoil her. It’s been a real delight getting to know my sister as an adult. It turns out we both have a silly side.

I think we get it from Dad.

My Dad

Fun Times!

 

 

 

 

 

 

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Romantic Movie Night

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I’m training for a 10K. I’m sure I will write a post about that soon, but right now I want to write about my movie night.  Today I felt like watching a romantic movie. I had a problem though. I couldn’t decide which one to watch so I watched every romantic movie I own. All 10 of them!  Just the romantic parts though.  I used my magic remote control to fast forward through all the drama. There were no disagreements, no struggles and no heartache. It was quite delightful. By the end of my 90 minutes of romantic movie therapy, I was in a really good mood. Who wouldn’t be after seeing 10 couples get together and live happily ever after. Yes, I know it’s not realistic for every single moment in your life to be chocolates, long glances and sweet confessions of love but for 90 minutes it was fun to pretend.

It was so easy for me to just move to the next scene in the movie. I literally skipped all the hard stuff with one click of a button. If I was given a magic remote control to fast forward my life, would I do it? Would I skip the hard segments and go straight for the good stuff? What would you do? The philosopher in me says that life needs a mixture of both sweet and sour and that we wouldn’t appreciate sun unless we had felt the rain. The Saint in me believes that  verse in Isaiah 61 that there will be beauty for ashes and the oil of joy for mourning.

My romantic side though loves the idea of a remote control. It would be awfully helpful some times. If I should happen to find the magic remote, I promise I won’t hog it. I’ll let any of my friends borrow it.

 

 

 

 

 

 

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Technology Fast Update

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I just finished my one-week technology fast.  I avoided social media, blogs, music channels and news web sites. My hope was to give my mind a break from being a consumer of information and become a creator. I wanted to relight the flame of my creative soul and use the week to jump start some project that would change the world. Sometimes my really great day dreams come face-to-face with the harsh reality of every day life.  Last week, it was the last week of school. Most of my creative energy was spent finishing report cards, telling kids goodbye and cleaning out my desk.  When I got home from work each night, I was too tired to be creative. I was still tempted though to log into CNN and see what exciting things were happening in the world.  When I was tempted to break my fast, I did laundry. I did a lot of laundry last week.

When I woke up this morning, I was excited to check my Facebook feed. What happened while I was gone? I rolled out of bed and got my phone and went to the Facebook app.  It was so slow that I decided just to close it. I got this message. “Forcing an app closed will cause it to misbehave”.  I started picturing a whole bunch of little apps hoping outside of my cell phone and finding ways to misbehave.  I imagined  my apps littering, talking back to me, sharing hairbrushes and a host of other things.  I forced that app closed just so I could see what naughty things apps do when they misbehave.  Then I waited for all craziness to break loose. Nothing happened. The Facebook app closed and my cell phone continued to make a humming sound. I was a little bit disappointed. I really would have liked to see the YouTube app do the crazy chicken dance or my Bible  app get into a debate with my banking app about money.

 

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Technology Fast

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Last night, I dreamed I was a hero trying to slay a dragon who was threatening to destroy a cute village. In the middle of the battle, I pulled out my cell phone and started updating Facebook about the battle. The entire village burned to the ground.

I know what the dream means. It’s time for me to take another technology fast. Last June, I did a challenge where I took a week off from social media and all blogs.  It was a great week.  I thought deep thoughts, read books, wrote a lot in my journal, spent time with friends, rediscovered my CD collection and found out that the world does not revolve around me commenting on every issue.  I’m doing my technology fast again.  I will be offline from June 3-June 10. The only exception is that when I go to work I have to use e-mail and web-based tools.  I’m actually looking forward to my technology fast. Last year, it was like my brain reset itself after my fast. I came back energized and so creative.

At the least, I hope this fast will convince my dreaming brain that the next time dragons decide to invade a cute village that warrior Amee needs to leave her cell phone at home.

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Posterity

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I saw a baby bird and a mama bird chirping in a nest this week. Being somewhat of a philosopher at heart, I started thinking about how  the  baby bird has the mother’s DNA  pursing through its little veins. Someday that little bird will grow up and have babies herself. There will be many birds from this one bird and a long chain of posterity will have the genetic memories of that first mother bird. It was all theoretical and very interesting to think  about until it suddenly got very personal.

If your DNA dies with you, who is your posterity?

You don’t have one. The definition of posterity is all the descendants of one person. I probably won’t have children. Most days I’m okay with the body I have. I can attend a friend’s baby shower and not feel that God has let me down.  I still felt a little sad though when I considered that there are no baby birds who look like me. Then I remembered the second definition of the word posterity.

Posterity is the succeeding future generations collectively. 

So, in my own philosophical way,  I guess the entire succeeding or future generations on Planet Earth could collectively be my posterity.  I better start doing something to make the world a better place to live.  I don’t want to let the posterity down.

 

 

 

 

 

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Toilet Paper Tower

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I was walking around a corner at work last week and I saw the most delightful sight. The delivery man had stacked boxes of toilet paper about six feet high into the air.  The tower was just sitting there in the hallway waiting for a little kid to kick it.  As I looked at the tower, I had a great vision of all that toilet  paper  rolling out of their boxes and sliding down the hallway.   I couldn’t keep the giggles contained.  Once I start giggling, it’s rather hard to stop. I hurried back to my desk to get my cell phone. I wanted to take a picture of the toilet paper tower. I knew I would probably never see much toilet paper again in my entire life. Unfortunately, I was called into a meeting on my way back into the hallway. By the time the meeting was done, my tower was gone. I’m sure the toilet paper found a home in the bathrooms but I was disappointed that I didn’t get a picture of the tower.

P.S. This is by no means an endorsement for kicking a 6 feet tall stack of toilet paper. I have to say that.  If you should happen to be at a school and see a toilet paper tower,  I don’t want it to be on my head that you get called into the principal’s office for making a mess.